Robot Insurance lyrics

Say i feel relieved or satisfied just the opposite. i am crushed. only my goal is reached i know whatt i wanted to know i have understood all that has happened to me since january the nausea has not left me and i don't believe it will leave me so soon but no longer have to bare it is not anger or illness or a passing fit,
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