Eternal Fear lyrics

I don't see Your face
I can't hear your voice
Why did you leave me
In this horrible world?
I'm not dead I'm not alive

Who am I now, My Lord?
Why don't You show me Your face?
I want to see Your countenance
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What is my name now?
I'm different than me before
You have brought me the power
The power of eternity...

I'm called upon to expiate the guilt
I rise to make retributions by kill
On them who killed my primal faith
The immortal beast has been made