I abused you when had the time
Never saw it on your face
Reconstruction in your own words
I didn't mind losing you
YOU KNOW YOU NEVER COULD BE MINE
Such good times looking into your eyes
As you died in my arms
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Becoming sober and it's clear that
There's nothing left for me here
Reconstruction in your own words
Never dreamt of anything less
I FEEL I FOUND IT
I TRUST I HATE IT
I long to hear you kill your lies
Now I feel so haunted as I search for
Any excuse that will ease my mind.