Reading Your Fables lyrics

I've been searching
I've been hiding
like a pilgrim
new sun rising
I've been drowning in your river
trying to be a true believer
I've been reading all your fables
turning over every table
making peace with Cain & Abel
somehow I still feel unstable
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but I can' t lie, your truth lives in my heart
and I'm not blind I see one face in the dark

I was digging
I was dreaming
crucifying every meaning
tightrope walking on cathedrals
acrobatics over hell
I was kneeling on my altar
but your termites have good teeth
and when you silenced all my parties
me & Judas kept on dancing